happiness_me

ISLAM & MATH

2010-09-05T09:06:00.000-07:00

"Islam itu ibarat sebuah fungsi mathematik yang mempunyai banyak pembolehubah. Jika anda memberi nilai (penghayatan) kepada satu pembolehubah dan meninggalkan yang lainnya, anda tidak akan berjaya mendapat jawapan yang tepat. Begitulah...pelaksanaan penghayatan satu sahaja aspek Islam dan melupakan aspek yang lain tidak akan menjadikan anda seorang muslim sejati. Sebaliknya anda perlu melaksanakan semua aspek Ad Deen dalam Islam. Bagi tujuan itu penggabungan anda dalam Organisasi Islam adalah perlu bagi menampung aspek yang anda tidak berjaya melakukannya seorang diri. Sabda Rasulullah SAW "'Alaikum bil Jamaah (Hendaklah engkau sentiasa bersama-sama dengan Jamaah)".....

nice pic.....my prayer too

2010-02-10T04:08:00.000-08:00

the me.....

2010-02-10T02:34:00.000-08:00

salam..............

with the work loading over and over.....exhausted from the lab work of 24 hours for several days, now i can get a little rest even for awhile.......

with the start of 2010 year, i am now facing many challenges especially about relationship....the me that i now is a hard person to express her own feeling......only the anger of me can be figure out by my closest person.it is hard for me tell that i'm not in angry with anybody just to tell them that i'am in somekind of depression or i am firmly holding my words.......only my Creator's know the best how i'm feeling whenever and wherever it happened.

I know that the me know is not the same as before, but the same thing that i have been searching is still the same.....the happiness that Allah will bless and His rahmah. passing through the long time......people keep changing,but still i'm missing the past me eventhough i never want be like that person again. The soft me that make people playing me , the easily depress and hiding me that nobody understand except Him. But through the changes i've been going by leading to the right path (insyaallah...), i found so many different meaning of happiness.

The me now with the outer side look hard and tough, but still the inside me is a weak and soft without no one knowing except him.........making the wall around for people not easily knowing the deep inside of me. Although sometime its hard to through it, but thi is the path that i've taking.

i thought i will create a blog spreading da'wah,but now is still fill it with my own stuff......well this is what the place that i feel free to story about myself......maybe i will cfreate another blog to share it with everyone.....

my books....

2009-12-26T10:15:00.000-08:00

Buku 2 ni adalah buku kegemaran sepanjang masa cuti semester ni yang telah berulang kali 'khatam'...hehe...untuk mengisi masa lapang dengan ilmiah yg tersurat dan tersirat didalam sesebuah buku.....saya ni boleh di kategorikan sebagai 'fast reader' ....tp buku seperti novel2,komik2 dan buku2 ilmiah yg menarik serta bku bergambar mmg la cpt habis baca.....ini semua sebenarnya bergantung kpd minat......mari kita buat sedikit preview untuk bku2 ni.....

NAQIAH KHALIDA: mengisahkan tentang seorang gadis yang melalui hidup yang berliku namun sebagai insan yang lemah dia terus berpegang pd tali ALLAH untuk menempuhinya dengan tabah.Dia yang tidak pernah kenal siapa ibu bapanya meneruskan hidup dgn neneknya yg merupakan seorang berdarah Inggeris tapi sangat mencintai agama Islam serta Melayu melebihi seorang Melayu sendiri.Dia seorang pelajar cemerlang ,membawa diri jauh ke Dunedin,New Zealand untuk belajar perubatan serta faktor lain krisis ,ketamakan dan kerakusan dalam keluarga. Keputusannya untuk untuk berkahwin semasa belajar malah terpaksa menangguhkan pengajian semata-mata ingin menjaga suami yang sakit telah mengundang pelbagai persoalan kepada insan yang menyayanginya.Setelah itu,insan yang pernah membuang dirinya dari hidup mereka tiba2 kembali dalam hidupnya satu persatu demi melangsaikan hutang mereka selepas dia kehilangan insan tersayang.Namun dia mengalami dilemma dan dia hanya mengadu serta memohon pertolongan hanya pada YANG ESA.

ENGKAU MEMANG CANTIK: sebuah buku pedoman bagi wanita untuk menghargai anugerah yang ALLAH SWT berikan kepada mereka.Buku ilmiah yang amt berguna bagi wanita untuk menjadi cantik luar dan dalam mengikut syariat yang telah ditetapkan Islam. Buku ini menggalakkan pembacanya menghayati erti kecantikan sebenar serta memberi panduan untuk menjadi cantik secara zahir, rohaniah dan juga dari segi mentaliti. Mempersiap oara muslimah dan akhwat dalam mengharungi arus globalisasi.

MIKHAIL: penulis Ramlee Awang Murshid adalah penulis kegemaran saya.Novel ini merupakan antara karyanya yang terbaru. Antara novel thriller Melayu yang terbaik pernah saya baca. Menceritakan kisah seorang pembunuh upahan bernama Mikhail yg ingin membalas dendam di atas kematian keluarganya,keluarga Tuan Sadon. Dia diselamatkan dan dilatih menjadi pembunuh professional oleh Dickens ,kwn baik bapanya. Dia juga menghidapi sejenis penyakit paranormal.Apabila retina matanya terkena cahaya matahari @ silauan lampu,dia akan berada dalam satu demensi yang tidak di ketahui.Kadangkala dia terperangkap antara 2 demensi-fantasi dan realiti.Novel ini menggarapkan kisah satu genda yang dipengaruhi wang bertunjangkn kuasa.Sebuah novel yang penuh aksi mendebarkan,terasa seperti sedang menonton filem aksi ketika membacanya

KETIKA CINTA BERTASBIH:Sebuah novel islamik yang mempunyai isi yang padat dengan nasihat .Mengisahkan anak perantauan yang mengharungi liku2 kehidupan di Mesir.Memandangkan ramai yg mengetahui kisah novel ini......sy hnya meletakkn sedikit saja huraian.

Aa+Ba : Sebuah novel yg ringan.....menceritakan kisah cinta yang menguntum hasil kebencian di awalnya..kisah Addin dan Benz Aliff mengharungi perkahwinan di luar kehendak mereka...Namun akhirnya perselisihan dileraikn...namun dugaan yg berat pula menimpa.Kehilangan anak pertama menyebabkn mereka jatuh tapi diselamatkn dgn hidayah dari Allah,bhw kehilangan itu pasti ada hikmahnya.Ia adalah untuk mempersiapkn diri mereka menjadi ibu bapa yg lebih baik, untuk membentuk generasi akn dtg yg cemerlang dunia & akhirat.Benarlah kata......Allah menghilangkan sinar mentari,lalu diturunkan hujan untuk memberi kita pelangi yang lebih indah.....

petikan sajak...AKHWAT

2009-12-25T23:56:00.000-08:00

Ini adalah sajak dari sebuah buku yang bertajuk....ENGKAU MEMANG CANTIK

Akhwat yang manis
saat tersenyum tidak perlu merengek
buat ikhwan kembang kempis

Akhwat yang manis
biasanya beradab tinggi
mudah-mudahan ikhwan cukur kumis
lihat akhwat yang selalu nampak solehah

Akhwat berbaju gamis
bukan feminis apalagi opurtunis
hanya seorang yang kritis
terhadap dunia yang semakin mengkagumkan

Indahnya akhwat persis coklat
hati ikhwan tersambar kilat
hati-hati dengan ikhtilaf
bisa gawat dan bikin sekarat
ayuh teman usah terlambat
siapkn modal segera munakahat.......

there are many obstacles out there......

2009-11-22T09:56:00.000-08:00

first of all .....i want to appolagize if there any grammar and spelling mistakes.....

such a long time i'm not writing in my blog.....

i've been looking and reading about my friends blogs...i'm impressed on how they are showing their oppinion and many impressive stories on how they are grown either in the country and overseas....they keep move forward ,without looking back ........with the stories from my friends experienced while they are studying overseas and an impressive person enduring his hard life(masafzal.blogspot.com).....when i read his blog,even i'm not really knowing him...Allah give him strength and also me through his story....may Allah bless him and give him more stength....

back to me .....am i not growing? i keep held back and afraid to face up the real world....with stories i read ...alhamdulillah, Allah show me the right path.........i will keep move forward with the strength Allah give...so, i decided to fill up something benefit during this sem break .(~_^)..ahakz...

cry on my shoulder

2009-09-25T12:55:00.000-07:00

If the hero, never comes to you
If you need someone, you're feeling blue
If you wait for love, and you're alone
If you call your friends, nobody's home
You can rum away, but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I'll show you there's a destiny
The best things in life, they are free

But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven, where we'll go
If heaven is, a million years away
Oh just call me and I'll make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay by your side
I promise you, I'll never hide

But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

(this lyric is so good................i wish to have this kind of friend....but ,first of all i must be like that too)

3rd sem

2009-08-14T03:29:00.000-07:00

woah.....long no time no see....huhu...i never thought that somebody would read my blog...hehehe..

now i am in semester 3...subject becomes tougher life also become like that....as time passing ,we learn more to become more mature.......i am now is not who i am before when we remembering our past ......

huhu...korean drama

2009-06-10T10:36:00.000-07:00

huhu....this is my favourite type of drama.......
for most of girls really look in this korean drama is good looking actor that play in it...
but me ......i'm searching for different kind of drama such as many conflicts in it...actions...related to martial art and some stuff that have different and unique love stories such as sad love story that have sad ending.......

i heard that poeple that like to watch sad ending stories ,is who are not or never been hurt so much......is it ? really?
hehe ......for me that never been fall in love ,in term of love is maybe....but i also always been hurt by others too....hehe...thats r the normal huh.....enjoy the time n feeling.....

do you guys ever heard abot boys over flower/hana yori dango korean version ?........their actors/actresses really give a big impact to korean drama fans...especially me....eventhough they are not really famous before this drama but they are manage to capture the audience heart especially girl (because they are handsome and hot.....hehehe...).

dream.......

2009-06-10T10:10:00.000-07:00

dreams...angan-angan.....impian..

there are so many types ofdream in this world....such as about dream family,boys/girls...family,marriages....etc

since i was a little child, my only dream is to be doctor,serve other people and also save their lifes......i just held my dream until my age at 17 ........when i said my dream to my friends and others,they will said that i'm not suitable to be a doctors...... i don't know why i easily give up when i'm heard to others.......

when i realizes back then it is no use because now its too late,but i will never forget about it because in order to serve peoples and save them there are many other ways.

Now i look forward to chemical engineer specializes in bioprocess.....

hi...me

2009-05-19T01:57:00.000-07:00

hi......me....
i have just started blogging....